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The winning and losing construct is a program that is designed for one to believe that one is always losing and thus an extra attempt has to be made to get back to the belief that one is winning. This all plays out in “real current” time and thus one becomes oblivious to the polarity of the game that is being played. As a game participant one’s focus is on the ball and in this case the ball is the polarity that is being experienced. IE: either positive – winning experience or negative losing experience.

So how does this game work. Within each human being the game of winning and losing is a program that is preprogrammed and all one has to do to play is to participate.
How do I play this game: The winning and losing game is a game that uses current experiences as pictures and events, comparing them to your database of positively placed information – which was either placed as memories of experiences or information of experiences seen or heard of. Through comparison it is determined whether the database scored more points or that this new experience scored more points. Whom ever scored more points would be the winning participant.
This game has many levels: For example you can now choose to bring another player into this game. Which means that now you have an additional point to which you can compare yourself to. Again an event takes place – comparison is done and whom ever scored the most points would win.

The game does not end here – This is only the starting point of agreeing to play. By participating in the belief that these pictures and memories are true one accepts the terms of this game and agree to play. This is called tacit or implied.

The game uses energy to express itself. This energy is called emotions and feelings.

When I am the losing participant I experience an emotion of defeat. This emotion is daunting and all that one wants to do is get out of it. The easiest method of doing this is to change direction – change focus. Change the direction that this game is going because within this current direction I am the loser and that is not acceptable. However when one is not able of getting out of this emotion and thus staying within this emotion of defeat for a lengthy period of time has repercussion as for example depression, suicide, hate, revenge, aggression.

As I am writing this the thought of: “Please take care when you are in this part of the game, it could be very bad for your health” came through. You will notice a curious thing – the slower you move within yourself the more you can see. A thought moves from behind your head to the front of your head about 20 cm in front of the centre of your two eyes. When the thought reaches this point it is in full view and awareness. Just as fast as it moved to this point it can leave again as well. This thought that surfaced has adapted itself to the script that is being written here – In context to a game that is being played and presented itself in complete context of the script. Making it believable to be real in “current real time” This is a practical example of how our programmed script adapts itself to real current time to make itself believable and true. Depression, suicide, hate, revenge or aggression is represented as bad for ones health by this thought. Whether this is true or not becomes irrelevant because the belief that it is bad for ones health has taken precedence.
This is the same sequence of adaptation and improvisation that happens when looking at events unfolding. The pre-program of winning and losing has one purpose – to keep on playing. It will adapt itself to the current events and find the points to which it can attach itself to, to present itself in a way that is believable. The moment one participates in believing that that thought is real the game starts.

The opposite polarity of experiencing self as the winning participant in this game, you become the recipient of a high feeling. This feeling is a lot like being on a roller coaster ride where you experience the thrill of G-force. Except there is no g-force there is only the high experience. You feel as though you are on top of the world and no-one can touch you. You feel better about yourself because: “look at me I am the king/queen of the world”. Remaining within this feeling energy for long periods of time also has repercussion: Lonely, isolated, superficial, hollow.

The repercussions of this game on both polarity points ensures the continuation of this game – For as long as you participate in the game the repercussions seeks out the polarity to feel better about self and so it continues and loops.

We are taught how to play this game through our sphere of influence. Our parents, friends, family, etc. The repercussions that they experience is the echo, the sound that they resonate. This is the unconscious part of the game that we have copied from our sphere of influence. Over time we integrate this game as ourselves completely and thus arriving at the point of repercussion (structural resonance) we are so use to what it feels like that we do not question it.

and then there are the "fanatics" the "fans" of the game. the fanatics take on the role of the players involve in the polarity game and become a part of it as a "viewer" supporting the teams/players as if these points are who they are. the fans are totally lost in the game of the mind.

whats interesting is the "fans" take it one step further than the people involve in playing the game. the "fans" take on the point of

- hatred
- anger
- nationality
- racism
- murder
- pride/ego/arrogance
- self judgement / comparison
- superiority / inferiority


all for their chosen "team" which is really a mind polarity, the "team" before going into a "game" is in balance, but the team ends in polarity after the game is over.

the "fans" do not realize that the players in the game are "playing" to "survive" in the system, the players need to make "money" that is why they play the game. but the "fans" do not realize this, so the "fans" lost in the game within their mind, taking on each sides of the polarity game and taking it further than the players.

another interesting thing is the "system" promotes the polarity by calling out certain teams as "rivals" creating a "rivalry", this is when two teams supposedly have "intense battle hatred" for one another. this then moves to the "Fans" and the fans start to manifest a battle where fans battle it out and fight one another becoming hooligans.

and another thing about "fans", the fans support the polarity game so much that the fans start creating their own sites/clubs to bring in more fans and promote the polarity game.

who is creating the polarity game?

systems as corporations, the fans give their money to the corporations to keep the game moving, which is a trap all lost within a cycle of polarity mind game.
the owners of teams do not care if their fans fight , they get money from these people, the money keeps them on top, and allow them to control more people, the people do not see what is happening while the owners count their money.

supposedly this is called "entertainment sports" which is where one gets lost in the mind bouncing like a ping pong within two sides of polarity.



example:
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Fuck yes. I have been beating around the bush with this one in and as me for some time, yet not quite getting the structure of it - This is however clear. Thank you.

some more observations i had with the polarity game.

i was in a relatives party once for a boxing match and there were these teens, they were friends with relatives son. and they were talking about basketball, and one of them was saying how the "golden state warriors are good" so this kid, he asked me if i liked them. and i said "no they suck" lol

and this kid, it was interesting he completely changed, he became "hateful and angry", during the rest of the night this kid would look at me like i "hurt" him, and one time he also started calling me names all for his "allegiance" to his team.

I'm not quite clear on what you mean in terms of 'scoring points' and how/why the comparison occurs between a new event and the database of experiences. Can you expand on this point and maybe give a practical example?

a rant against the "system"

system protecting polarities = limitation

"A thought moves from behind your head to the front of your head about 20 cm in front of the centre of your two eyes."

oh wow so its actually like a physical thing we are dealing with and the solution is not in toying around with how i want to proove myself as worthy to make up for how shitty i feel about who i am because i want a way out so i do not have to feel so shitty about myself